Happen to come across this link http://www.mabelx3davinlovee.blogspot.com/ while browsing through Cakee's blog. Cakee was complaining about the person using her bibi's photo, claiming that she's her baby, Lynn. And guess what? She also uses many of Vivienne's photos. It's quite interesting though, to realize that this type of people do exists. Reading through her blog posts, i find that she really makes the effort to update them and tries to make them sounded real. Which rational person would do this type of thing? I guess most probably she has gone through some emotional trauma that caused her to be like that, yearning to have her own baby but yet in some ways she can't, so she tries very hard to pretend that she has one. Anyway, i'm not angry that she used Vivienne's photos cos it proves that my baby is cute enough, so are the other babies that she uses. Maybe we should try to understand her more before being harsh to her.





Looking at other girls looking pretty in their blogs, i feel quite depress. Hope to regain my old self once again and start achieving the targets listed in my wishlist. I feel so fat and ugly nowadays. I really can't wait to doll up myself and get a job or study soon

*Sorry for not replying to the tags!

Off topic: I want to watch SAW V!

Vivienne's Full Month Celebration

Baby sleeping soundly in her stroller.



Her clothes so cute right?



The afternoon session.





Baby with my cute cousin.



Family photo but it's very blur. Why is dear holding that thing in his hand?



Look at what dear's parents did to him with the decorations. The letters V and I dropped already.





Lying contented in the arms of her ah gong.



While waiting for the night session to start.



The night session.



Spot me?



All the gifts and angbaos that we received.




Thanks to all my friends who came that day! Muacks


OMG FINALLY I UPDATED THIS POST LOR

Dear is such an ASSHOLE, tell him 82647642 zillion times not to smoke in the house already, he forever won't listen. Hoi, you huh, forever won't listen to me, my nose still very sharp hor, later baby become stupid you ownself teach hor. @!#^&#@(%&#

Anyway, i super kiasu de lor, nowadays after finishing bathing her i would on the Mozart's classical music let her hear to stimulate her brain, maybe i should start teaching her ABC already(i got sing the ABC song hor)! Hahahahaha........ Nowadays de kids all very clever de lor, must be ultra kiasu or not she would lose out in the future.

I still feel like i'm doing my confinement, cos i everyday stay at home. Go out also very sian, later baby cry or my breasts become very full and pain. =(

LOTS OF THINGS THAT I WANNA DO:
1. Buy new shoes
2. Buy new clothes
3. ???
I WANNA GO SHOPPING CAREFREE-LY!




*I'm a busy woman, gotta rush off to eat my lunch before i go pump milk and she wakes up for her feed again.

Our darling was sick for the first time in her entire life during the weekends, she was down with a bad block nose and slight fever. I should feel lucky, cos dear was around to help during the weekends, if not i sure die one, some more i already sleep less than 4 hours a day imagine without him helping in the night i can don't think about sleeping liao. Anyway, our poor girl was crying non stop and wanted lots of attention. Her non stop crying caused us to be super frustrated lor, but what to do? Baby can't talk ma. And seriously until now i hate the cries of babies. Even in the wee hours she's crying, it was super loud especially when the night is so quiet. Now i understand why parents get so upset when their children don't listen to them when they grow up, as they have spent so much effort in taking care of us when we are young.

I'M SUPER SLEEP DEPRIVED!

Ever since i've started taking care of baby alone, i'm sleeping for around 3-4 hours a day only. Thanks to the pumping of milk and baby waking up every 3 hours, my black eye rings are so obvious now, and my pimples are starting to pop out. When will i fall sick? SUPER SHAGGGGGG, i really wonder how those stay at home moms cope so well sia, especially those whom have more than 1 child. Sometimes you don't even have time to eat or shit properly lor, baby will start to make noise. But there's always some pros and cons when you don't get enough sleep, you will slim down faster. 49kg and still counting down. Sometimes i would think that pumping of milk is such a burden but come to think of it, it also helps in slimming, so i gotta persevere for another month.

Now it feels like i'm working 24/7 lor, how i wish i can take an off day to do some real shopping and catch a movie. BUT WAIT! I GOTTA PUMP MILK STILL. FCUK. Hahaha... And you will really get too tired to even think of having sex lor. SAD =(

She's making noise now already. Gotta attend to her now! Blog again when i have time.
Sorry peeps, will reply tags when i really have the time.

Dear readers,

I'm all on my own now, gotta take care of baby 24 hours, clean the house, wash clothes etc. This week more busy cos i'm having the jamu massage also. Will update once i've finish uploading photos from the cameras. Stay tuned!

Love,
Joyce

OFFICIALLY ONE MONTH OLD

1 whole row of photos for your viewing pleasure
P.S Photos not taken on that day.























































*Photos of baby's full month still not uploaded into the com yet. Sorry peeps!

Makeup and a new hairdo can do great wonders.



I ended up dying and cutting my hair at Storm... Damn expensive
I doubt i can maintain my hair like this. So hard to style can? And it wouldn't stay.
I think my colour still not obvious enough.
I'm still lack of a pair of brown coloured contacts.

In 4 days time my confinement would be over... I've called to book my hair appointments at Storm(Kason Kiu to cut my hair) and a house salon(to dye hair cos very cheap) for this coming Thursday. Sian de leh, cos i must express breastmilk on time if not supply will fall, thus i must plan my trip timings well. Normally i eat at 12.30pm, expresses milk between 2.30pm-3.30pm and dinner time at 6.30pm, so i gotta faster eat lunch, go bathe and prepare, after that straight away pump milk and chiong out and do everything before dinner time. That means i only got 3 hours to go 2 places.

Today morning after feeding baby with 80ml of breast milk at 6+am, she was still hungry, but i didn't give her more milk cos that was the usual amount she's drinking, so i resorted to stuffing the pacifier into her mouth. Put her back into her cot, she starts to make noise when her pacifier falls out. Irritated, i carried her to sleep beside me so that i can stuff the pacifier back into her mouth easily and i did it in semi sleeping mode. I think after less than 30 mins she fell asleep. When i woke up, i found her sleeping soundly with her arm resting on my arm sleeping sideways facing me, suddenly i find that she is so cute. =S

Baby Vivienne is 24 days old today!

Dunno why she looks so different in some photos.



Finally after 24 days she took her first BCG jab! She didn't take her BCG jab in the hospital cos the assigned PD said that her weight was too low, have to wait till 2.5kg then can take the jab. Crappy lor, Dear went to ask around and found out that some babies below 2.5kg got take their BCG jabs lor. Well, most probably cos the assigned PD wanted to earn consultation fees and make us travel all the way down to Toa Payoh just to let her touch touch our baby and pay $70-$100+. Anyway, after doing a little research i decided to change a new PD le, the place where she took her jab today is just located at Pasir Ris Elias Mall. I very mountain tortoise one ma, i don't travel around in Pasir Ris although i'm staying there, so at first i thought Elias Mall should be quite far away, but end up board the cab only paid $3-$4. Diao~ I was like, "REACH LIAO MEH? HERE MEH? CHEY........" The clinic charges a low consultation fee between $20-$35, no expensive first consultation, so very good, but the waiting time very long cos a lot of little patients.

I still remember the first time the PD took baby's blood to check her jaundice level at Toa Payoh there, i cried cos see liao very heart pain, but today i very sadist, the louder she cries the louder i laugh. Hahaha... Ya lor, cos the past few days she has been so naughty, feed finish milk 1 hour she will wake up and cry liao, or even don't sleep after feeding and make a lot of noise for continuously a few hours. Carry her or give her pacifier also she don't want. Zzz de, make me very tired, cos i still have to wake up 2 times at night to pump milk. So see her pain i find it quite orbi, haha, i'm such a bad mama. Hiak hiak hiak...

Photos taken at the clinic while waiting.





Wei wei, daddy faster answer the phone!



And today, i received the masks and bb cream i bought from the forum. SOOOOOO HAPPYYYY!!!! I ran to the door scared the postman run away again. Finally something to cheer me up from the sucky confinement, baby cries and noisy construction work right above. Thanks Dear for the sponsorship <3



Tested the bb cream on my hand and finds that it gives a smooth and oil-free finishing. Will give more review after i try it on baby's full month this coming Saturday. I think all the masks can last me for a year.

哎哟！伤脑筋啊！



I just realized that i haven't been blogging for so many days. Well, nothing to update cos dear and my life now revolve around baby. Nothing special except waking up late nights to change diapers and feed milk, dear coming home, eat, bathe, feed baby, watch awhile tv and faster we rush to bed already. Now i finally realized how precious those good night sleeps were. Sometimes, when i look at baby sleeping so soundly and sweetly i find that everything is worth it. Maybe we still need time to adjust for our new family member. I damn missssss my tummy, it's just so easy to handle and the kicks were so fascinating. It's been 20 days now. My current weight is 51kg, i lost 9kg from 60kg, still got a long way to go, 6 more kg to at least a 45kg. =( My tummy looks like 4 months preggie now, cos my uterus still haven fully shrink, can feel that it's still pretty hard inside. So that means my tummy is relatively flat now, BUT i haven shrink in size horizontally, my hips and thighs are still fat fat. I have also bid farewell to some of my stretchmarks already, i won't miss them.

9 more days to go! After this week, time will pass faster.